The Great Fire of Hell

My past is riddled with terrible deeds
The creator of the bad kind of creed
I hold myself responsible
For all that I have done
And now I must burn.

Skeletons have filled up my closet.
There’s someone hiding beneath my bed
All this is killing me to the point of giving up
I try to hold on looking up at the sun
Thinking there may be hope, but now I must burn.

At this very moment,
I have lost my mind
Self- flagellating,
thankfully losing my pride
I have come to realize
that I must be the Devil
If not Satan,
then I must be his son
And since I live in hell anyway,
it’s easier to burn.

Hurt too many people
without even realizing it
Now I am caught
in a crazy furious fit
Things are happening which would
certainly change me forever
They had been awaiting me,
lying dormant
Waiting for this very moment,
when I would start to burn.

The fire has engulfed me,
I am lost in the flames
Too much has gone wrong,
it must be my bane
What for is this all happening,
I have thought
It is but my wrongdoing,
all just a stupid stunt
And now I must pay the price,
I must burn.

Once the process is complete,
and there are only ashes left
To the girl who stole my heart,
it was the most amazing theft
I am sorry I have hurt you so,
now I set you free
My last breath vanquished,
you could not save me
But that is how I wished it so;
keep me now in your urn.
My time has ended, beautifully so,
I saw you while I burnt.